vera: i guess. i'm tired na. i'm tired and it's making me all kinds of sad and frustrated.
iza: patience mare,patience.
vera: putang inang patience yan.
i can do patient, as long as i know there's something i'm gunning for. it doesn't matter if it isn't in sight, as long as i know it's there. eh pano kung i decide pala to scrap everything na lang and then yun pala ...
hay.
whodathunk that the 'parallel lines' analogy i came up with will come back and bite me in the ass?
ang laki pa naman ng pwet ko.
maybe i'm viweing the lines sa wrong perspective.
she says it's too soon to walk away, and my heart agrees but the tick-tocking in my head says it's overdue.
emotional decisions almost always had me bawling my heart out.
cerebral decisions almost always had me balling my fist.
she thinks that my fortressed soul and my calloused heart make me impenetrable.
of course not.
you just have to tell me.
knock.
