::: (walang connection but eh hidni ako coherent eh, ba't ba?)
because i'm almost done spring cleaning, my next thing-to-do is plant my own garden BECAUSE (say it with me kerol) we should not wait for someone to bring us flowers :p the last time someone gave me flowers because wala lang (and not because my pet died or because it's balentayms or it's my birthday) was so long ago i think the note that came with it was written in latin. :::
anyway, weeding -- it's a necessary evil. poor weeds don't mean any harm, it's just the way they were wired but for my garden to thrive, i need to uproot them.
it's nothing um, personal. hey if it were up to me, i'd rather the weeds co-exist peacefully with the pretty flowers but nge. so weeding is a have-to-do. those weeds, they can grow wherever they want and live out their purpose but not nga lang in my garden :p
like people.
sometimes, there are people in your life that need to be weeded out. it's not something you enjoy doing, because these are people nga and not unnecesary foliage lang but what will you do? wait for them to choke the life out of you?
i've been thinking about how to (for want of a better word) eliminate the weeds out of my life. some were pretty easy -- as in guiltlessly cutting off ties --- but there've been a couple that were pretty tricky.
weed grew the same time the flower did and magka dr. quack-quack na yung roots nila eh. kamote.
you've no choice but to uproot the flower as well, gingerly separate its roots from the roots of the weed, replant the flower in a pretty plant box and discard the weed to be burned later.
hirap, man. how do you do that without coming off as the cruel , heartless gardener?
you kid na lang tuloy yourself, thinking the weed's opinion should not matter kasi nga weed but that's so againts the gardener's nature. a gardener should be nurturing, making sure that the flowers bloom pero at the same time, killer sha ng weed.
bi-polar much?
hay. i kind of hate have-to-do's. i'm all for duty and responsibility but sometimes, i'm called to do it with clenched jaws and fists.
parehas ng stance ng boxer.
mag kaiba lang yung gloves.
so mag garden na lang talaga ako na naka boxers. ever.