last night i found out stuff that would have mattered had i learned of them when i needed to... like 10 years ago! :p
village friends+alcohol(lots and lots of it)=revelations galore.
ex.
"why'd you break up?"
"coz i didn't sense that he loved me. couldn't see/ feel/hear that he did."
"he did. you were everthing. everyday he'd tell me."
"but not me. i had no idea."
i can't even bring myself to regret.
i kind of feel sorry for the relationship but i'm at a point in my life where i'm absurdly steady that it armoured me from the potential pain and confusion i would have felt had i found out about these things in a different time.
life's like that. i hope he's well.
